I really dont know why I blog, especially since I have a journal/diary...but I need to write because I love writing err... i mean typing :)
Olu is really starting to get on my NERVES. I dont know what possessed me to start talking to him again. Hes not a bad person at all but my goodness hes just so hannoying!!! After all he did, he now turned around to say it was my fault, can you imagine? I started to realize that we are just not compatable. He feels its ok to have sex with a woman that hes not committed to ( marriage) and I dont ( not really trying to get into the whole premartial sex issue abeg). He just has the craziest justifications as to why its okay to sleep with girls for his own selfish lustful needs( although he didnt say its for selfish-lustful reasons). I refused to give in to his needs. I am not a car, I dont need to be taken for a test drive before the decision on whether I 'drive' well is made. I know Ive made some mistakes in the past and I'm wise enough now not to make the same ones. Olu really isnt helping me keep from making these mistakes I'm trying to avoid. Im tired of talking o, I'm just going to completely stop talking to him. I have better & more exciting things to look foreward to. I'm not cut out for relationships. Maybe I'll stay single, adopt children and travel around the world until I need botox and hip replacements ...
yours truly
td
Lol! Yeah, there is better out there, but he is not the one. He wants his cake and eat it too. You are much better than that. Nah, you won't be single forever hon. Your day will come just be patience. Next thing you know, you will be blogging about your engagement party, traditional ceremony, bridal shower, etc... I'll be here to read it too!
ReplyDeleteLady A has said my mind. I have something like that going on in my story. But keep your eyes on the ball, you'll be fine.
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