More realizations and I truly need a resolution!

update* Olu and I talk sometimes ( he always has something sexual to say, maybe hes trying to convince me to sleep with him which will never happen, and when he starts his sex talk he gets disconnected) and when we do, he tries to act like our whole 'break up' was my fault when hes the one that was acting some how/strange n stupid, he didnt even believe that my friend passed away when I was explaining to him why I havent called him ( so he says) , hes so selfish, always putting what he wants first, and hes never patient. He says hes not used to being patient for what he wants, I told him sorry that the other girls you've dated never told you 'no' or never expected you to be patient. Mehnnnn i no fit stand a guy wey dey act like small pikin, that gets on my NERVES. Well recently I havent talked to him. I'm just sick of his drama, his wahala is just too mush...and in his head he still thought we were getting back together, he even expected me to come to his place for Thanksgiving, ha family no dey again? Hes crazy to think after all that happened I would hop on a greyhound bus to go see him on Thanksgiving ( of all days) and then tell my mother that im going whia? so that she can roast me shey? I think not.I played along with him n whatnot but I'm done, I'm not into guys like him anymore...I thought he was different--but hes in the same category of guys I run from and will continue to run from!


What is it with some people mehnnn?

They say they are Christians or whatever yet they still feel its ok to have premarital sex ( im not judging, but this what Ive observed i mean we all sin, but this one is serious o), why cant people see a good thing for what it is and appreciate it? Why do people have to defile/corrupt things then complain that it is spoiled? Olu claims that his parents taught him about Christianity, and he says hes a Christian, YET he says before he gets married he has to try some 'stuff' with his wife -to -be,umm how does that work? what the * fill in the blank* is that? (see im trying to kick my swearing habit :) Then he says if I lost my vcard at 16, he would have thought I was a slut YET he lost his at 16 (with an older girl!) I can do better than him, I dont see how his view of sex will benefit him in the future, but as long as I'm not in that picture than I'm more than okay, I'm GOOD.


On a much light note, the semester is nearly over, and I decided to do volunteer work ( for xmas/winter break) in Nigeria and do work for Habitat for Humanity for spring break. I hope everything works its self out ( still need to get a visa, yea kinda late but hey..)

What I'm looking forward to ( no particular order):

1. My family friend's graduation
2. A convention in Dallas
3 Indiana in the summer time
4. Fall '10 in philly/la/or Miami
5. A full head of curly hair
6.Xmas '10
7. Four 'white' weddings to attend (all for relatives too!)
8.Buying a car
9. A Nigeria, that future generations will be proud of
10. Cutting people off and out of my life, you ppl should try it, quite liberating really...especially when those people bring you down instead of lifting you up...



New Year resolution:

Live to my highest potential, be the young woman God has called me to be.


...I was at the bookstore today and I saw a magazine ( people) and it was like a yearbook or something on the years 2000-2009. It really hit me --we are at the end of a decade.

kinda scary...it has me feeling like I did when I was 9 back in 1999 ...

Naija state of mind/transfering/crazy day at court

So its official, I'm going to Nigeria ( Lagos and Benin), but not for christmas. I am excited! Ive never been to Nigeria but ive heard its fun -- I'm happy to be leaving the states for a while ( credit card ppl wan kill me) I'm not sure how hot or warm its going to be so I need some tips on what to pack ( sneakers? sandals, light cardigans? ) and also what cosmetics to bring? Is power ok? Should I bring acne face/body washes so I dont get pimples from the hot weather? idk i just dont want to look busted with pimples all over ( im meeting some family members for the first time o!) and what about hair styles? will a lace front in a longer style be too much? What are some of the popular beaches/malls/stores/movie theaters/restaurants/markets? I have a fair amount of young cousins ( my age) but im sort of shy to ask them questions lmao i dont why but i am, and they are all coming here anyway so i might not even be with them most of the time...I know im askin lots of questions but I'm curious o!

HAPPY14TH BIRTHDAY TO MY CUZZO!! ( just had to put that in there haha)

-on another note, Im trying to transfer for fall '10. I have a couple of schools in mind, some in Philly, one in LA...but I want to know about good colleges for international law...any suggestions?


So what I really wanted to post is what happened yesterday at court. My parents are divorced(about time). John sr ( thats what I call him) was always cheating/ beating on my mother so finally in 07 she threw his ass out....his shit was sitting on the porch, hangers and all lmao. So john sr is "dating" i mean using * cough* cough* my moms ex- best friend( can u imagine) and this lady is a straight up ASHEWO,seriously she sleeps with anything that has a heart beat. shes accusing my mother of making threats and saying she was going to kill her baby ( na wa o which 46 yr old dey born pikin? and for whia ) so we went to court yesterday...and john sr went with his "lady" to support her and LMAO this "lady" looked like ass twice warmed over. She had a lop sided ass wig with a penis shaped hump on top,lookin like a damn cone head . She had on some cheap ass flea market shoes and bag to match. Her and John sr were even matching o! Brown blazers, jeans and all. She looked HIT, no lie. Anyway the case was dismissed so my mother won. She didnt do anything so wor d hell she had to win and all her friends and our family members came out to support her. After we left court we had to get our tickets stamped for parking so we went into the store. John sr comes in and starts conversing with me and my uncle like everything was all gravy ( john sr is a mad man sha) and I started yelling at him telling him how hes chosing that ashewo over his kids, my uncle was also telling him the same thing. This "lady" starts saying oh dont mind them. She started getting closer to me so I started yelling at her I wanted to pull that rats nest she called a wig off her head. My uncle and aunts came to hold me down, and an undercover cop showed up and called the police....everything got blown up as usual...hey we're in america right? Americans like to blow up every little effin thing and at that moment I was wishing I was anywhere but here so i can js use hand tey sound am...that stupid man( john sr)...he gave that STUPID ASHEWO'S daughter ( who is all the way at Howard) my number to start cussin me out..then he called me...to tell me WHAT? god punish their heads.


NOTE:
if anyone goes to Howard beware of a girl who has a monkey-like appearance and a weave that looks more like a poodle on her head.She dresses like tellos/rainbows exploded in her closet,.Her face has been known to cause dizziness,shortness of breath and fainting.Consider yourself warned !

Song I'm lovin: "fireflies" by owl city

im off this



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